28 September 2012 will be my favorite day from now on.
we have been made our decision, our bond, our feelings as one.
my "brother" is now no longer my "brother"
but sorry i cannot say the words "I love you" yet..
what the hell is wrong with me?
let's keep this relationship going forward, i hope i can say "I love you" many times for you, everyday, every night, every morning.. do you want to wait until then, sweetheart?
if i could, i'll whisper those words for you until you feel bored.. haha but i think you'll never feel bored.. :P
20120910
i felt something that i should not feel
12-09-07
gosh, he's coming.. i shouldn't have to feel this kind of feeling again.. he's my "brother" now.. please... don't let me fall in love with him (again).
12-09-08
his hands... when i touch those big and warm hands of his, i felt the warmth of a boy's hands who love his mother so much. his love for his mother is pure and will never reduced.. i believe his pureness i believe and always believe his love only for his mother.. and i will not be the one who can receive his love.. never mind, i don't expect much from him. i just want him always be at my side, grab my hands, hug me.. i want to be his, but those hope will never become reality, it just in my dream, in my fantasy, probably will stay there for long time. please.. don't let me love him again, he's my brother.. he's my brother.. HE'S MY BROTHER NOW.
12-09-09
he got message from his ex.. oh today was their mensiversary.. oh my heart hurts.. forget him! i mean, please love, don't come when i see his eyes. his last day here. i already miss him.. i want him to stay here with me. get your sense back! you, crazy girl!
12-09-10
new day, let me busy on campus please, teachers.. i would be grateful if you could make me busy so i won't keep thinking about him.
gosh, he's coming.. i shouldn't have to feel this kind of feeling again.. he's my "brother" now.. please... don't let me fall in love with him (again).
12-09-08
his hands... when i touch those big and warm hands of his, i felt the warmth of a boy's hands who love his mother so much. his love for his mother is pure and will never reduced.. i believe his pureness i believe and always believe his love only for his mother.. and i will not be the one who can receive his love.. never mind, i don't expect much from him. i just want him always be at my side, grab my hands, hug me.. i want to be his, but those hope will never become reality, it just in my dream, in my fantasy, probably will stay there for long time. please.. don't let me love him again, he's my brother.. he's my brother.. HE'S MY BROTHER NOW.
12-09-09
he got message from his ex.. oh today was their mensiversary.. oh my heart hurts.. forget him! i mean, please love, don't come when i see his eyes. his last day here. i already miss him.. i want him to stay here with me. get your sense back! you, crazy girl!
12-09-10
new day, let me busy on campus please, teachers.. i would be grateful if you could make me busy so i won't keep thinking about him.
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