You're mine, and i'm yours :)

28 September 2012 will be my favorite day from now on.

we have been made our decision, our bond, our feelings as one.
my "brother" is now no longer my "brother" 
but sorry i cannot say the words "I love you" yet..
what the hell is wrong with me?


let's keep this relationship going forward, i hope i can say "I love you" many times for you, everyday, every night, every morning.. do you want to wait until then, sweetheart?
if i could, i'll whisper those words for you until you feel bored.. haha but i think you'll never feel bored.. :P

i felt something that i should not feel

12-09-07

gosh, he's coming.. i shouldn't have to feel this kind of feeling again.. he's my "brother" now.. please... don't let me fall in love with him (again).

12-09-08

his hands... when i touch those big and warm hands of his, i felt the warmth of a boy's hands who love his mother so much. his love for his mother is pure and will never reduced.. i believe his pureness i believe and always believe his love only for his mother.. and i will not be the one who can receive his love.. never mind, i don't expect much from him. i just want him always be at my side, grab my hands, hug me.. i want to be his, but those hope will never become reality, it just in my dream, in my fantasy, probably will stay there for long time. please.. don't let me love him again, he's my brother.. he's my brother.. HE'S MY BROTHER NOW.

12-09-09

he got message from his ex.. oh today was their mensiversary.. oh my heart hurts.. forget him! i mean, please love, don't come when i see his eyes. his last day here. i already miss him.. i want him to stay here with me. get your sense back! you, crazy girl!

12-09-10

new day, let me busy on campus please, teachers.. i would be grateful if you could make me busy so i won't keep thinking about him.  

SHINee - Get It Lyrics (Hangeul, Romanization and English Translation)

This song is sung by SHINee in 2011 from SHINee's Repackage Album "Hello".
I love this song, I play this song every day and every night. haha

Here's the link to download this song: SHINee - Get It
Maybe you'll like this song as much as i like this song. Keke..
Enjoy!

SHINee - Get It

[Hangeul and Romanization]

[Minho] Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it

[Minho] 니가 기다려왔던 남자 That’s me 너의 맘을 훔칠 준비 됐으니
Ni-ga gi-da-ryeo watt-deon nam-ja That’s me neo-eui mam-eul hum-chil jun-bi dwaess-eu-ni
날 원한다면 말해 지금이 그때 그걸 가능케 할 네가 필요해 Uh
Nal weon-han-da-myeon mal-hae ji-geum-i geu-ddae geu-geol ga-neung-ke hal ne-ga pil-yo-hae Uh
[Key] 나를 봐 거칠게도 내 모습 Like BOOM! 이제 확실하게 너를 잡겠어
Na-reul bwa geo-chil-ge-do nae mo-seub Like BOOM! I-je hwak-shil-ha-ge neo-reul jab-gess-eo
지금 내가 흘긴 눈빛은 Like Toxic 모두다 흘러내려버려 하나 둘씩
Ji-geum nae-ga heul-gin nun-bich-eun Like Toxic Mo-du-da heul-leo nae-ryeo ha-na dul-sshik

[Onew] 알아 니가 뭘 원하는지 말 안해도 나는 느끼지 I can see that
Al-a-ni-ga mweol weon-ha-neun-ji mal an-hae-do na-neun neu-ggi-ji I can see that
[Taemin] 다른 어떤 누구에게도 전혀 느껴보지 못했던
Da-reun eo-ddeon nu-gu-e-ge-do jeon-hyeo neu-ggyeo-b-ji mot-haett-deon
[Key] 이 밤의 저 끝까지
i bam-eui jeo ggeut-ga-ji
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it 내게 Don’t stop get it get it
Get it get nae-ge Don’t stop get it get it

[Jonghyun] Baby날 본 순간 바로 너의 눈이 알게 돼
Baby nal bon-sun-gan ba-ro neo-eui nun-i al-ge dwae
[Taemin] 아무에게나 쉽게 허락 않는 그런 나인데
A-mu-e-ge-na swib-ge heo-rak anh-neun geu-reon na-in-de
[Jonghyun] 너 아닌 다른 어떤 끌림도 난 필요 없어
Neo a-nin da-reun eo-ddeon ggeul-lim-do nan pil-yo eobs-eo
[Onew] 너를 보여줘 나를 안아줘 Let me be your lover
Neo-reul bo-yeo-jweo na-reul an-a-jweo Let me be your lover

[Minho] 아무런 생각하지 말고 느껴봐 음악 속에 던져진 날 가져봐
a-mu-reon saeng-gak-ha-ji mal-go-neu-ggyeo-bwa eum-ak sok-e deon jyeo-jin nal ga-jyeo-bwa
[Key] Tonight 너와 하나되는 이 시간
Tonight neo-wa ha-na-doe neun-i shi-gan
[Minho] 그런 눈으로 날 쳐다보지마
geu-reon nun-eu-ro nal chyeo-da-bo-ji-ma
[Key] 걱정은 마 눈치도 보지마 망설이는 그 시간에도 끝은 다가와
Geok-jeong-eun ma nun-chi-do bo-ji-ma mang-seol -i-neun geu shi-gan-e-do kkeut-eun da-ga-wa
[Minho] 정신이 멀쩡한 체 나를 한번 쳐다봐 원한다는 한마디에 기회조차 바꿔봐
Jeong shin-i meol-jjeong-han che na-reul han-beon chyeo-da-bwa weon-han-da-neun han-ma-di-e gi-hoe-jo-cha ba-ggweo-bwa

[Jonghyun] 알아 니가 뭘 원하는지 말 안해도 나는 느끼지 I can see that
Al-a ni-ga mweol weon-ha-neun-ji mal an-hae-do na-neun neu-ggi-ji I can see that
[Taemin] 다른 어떤 누구에게도 전혀 느껴보지 못했던
Da-reun eo-ddeon nu-gu-e-ge-do jeon-hyeo neu-ggyeo-bo-ji mot-haett-deon
[Minho] 이 밤의 저 끝까지
i bam-eui jeo ggeut-gga-ji
Get it get it get it get it on
Get it get it get it get it on
Get it get it get it get it on
Get it get it 내게 Don’t stop get it get it
Get it get nae-ge Don’t stop get it get it

[Onew] 아찔하게 자꾸 네게 빠지게 돼
A-jjil-ha-ge ja-ggu ne-ge bba-ji-ge dwae
[Jonghyun] 더 빠르게 위험하게 아님 기다릴게
deo bba-re-ge wi-heom-ha-ge a-nim gi-da-ril-ge
[Taemin] Hey baby, you and me 꿈만 같은데 니 심장소리가 들려 점점 더크게
Hey baby, you and me ggum-man gat-eun-de ni shim-jang-so-ri-ga deul-ryeo jeom-jeom deo keu-ge
[Key] Now it’s time, and nobody can stop me
[Minho] 이젠 알 수 없지 이 밤의 깊이
I-jen al su eobs-ji i bam-eui gip-i
[Key] 점점 좁혀지는 우리 사이 일분 일초 차이로 make U mine now
Jeom-jeom jub-hyeo ji-eun u-ri sang-i il-bun il-cho cha-i-ro make U mine now
[Minho] 알려다가 다쳐 책임 못져 이러다가 너 영원히 내 맘 속에 갇혀
Al-ryeo da-ga da-chyeo chaek-im mot-jyeo i-reo-da-ga neo yeong-weon-hi nae mam sok-e gad-hyeo
[Key] 말하지 않아도 아는 남자Girl I got you, 내게 다 맡겨봐
Mal-ha-ji anh-a-do a-neun nam-ja Girl I got you, nae-ge da mat-gyeo-bwa

[Onew] 알아 니가 뭘 원하는지 말 안해도 나는 느끼지 I can see that
Al-a-ni-ga-mweol weon-ha-neun-ji mal an-hae-do na-neun neu-ggi-ji I can see that
[Taemin] 다른 어떤 누구에게도 전혀 느껴보지 못했던
Da-reun eo-ddeon nu-gu-e-ge-do jeon-hyeo eu-ggyeo-bo-ji mot-haett-deon
[Key] 이 밤의 저 끝까지
i bam-eui jeo ggeut-gga-ji
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it, get it get it, on
Get it get it 내게 Don’t stop get it get it
Get it get nae-ge Don’t stop get it get it

[Minho] Let’s get it, get it, get on
Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it) Uh!
Let’s get it, get it get get Uh! Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it)

[Key] Let’s get it, get it, get it Uh! Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it)
Let’s get it, get it get get Uh! Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it)



[English Translation]

[Minho] Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it

[Minho] The man you were waiting for, that’s me
I’m ready to steal your heart
If you want me, then say so, it’s now time
I need you in order to make that possible
[Key] Look at me roughly, my appearance is like boom
Now I’m gonna hold onto you for sure
The glare I’m giving out is like toxic
Everything rolls down, one by one

[Onew] I know what you want
I can feel that even if you don’t say s
I can see that
[Taemin] I could never feel it
From anyone else
[Key] To the end of this night
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it from me, don’t stop
Get it, get it

[Jonghyun] Baby, the moment you see
Your eyes come to know
[Taemin] I don’t allow myself to others easily
[Jonghyun] If it’s not you
I don’t need any other attraction
[Onew] Show me yourself, embrace me
Let me be your lover

[Minho] Don’t think about a thing and just feel it
Take me who’s been thrown into the music
[Key] Tonight, this time where you and I become one
[Minho] Don’t stare at me with those eyes
[Key] Don’t worry, don’t even mind it
Even in these hesitant times, the end comes near
[Minho] Stare at me in your perfectly normal state
Say that you want me and change your chance

[Jonghyun] I know what you want
I can feel that even if you don’t say so
I can see that
[Taemin] I could never feel it
From anyone else
[Minho] To the end of this night
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it from me, don’t stop
Get it, get it

[Onew] I keep dangerously falling for you
[Jonghyun] Faster, riskier or I will wait
[Taemin] Hey baby, you and me seem like just a dream
I can hear your heartbeat, louder and louder

[Key] Now it’s time and nobody can stop me
[Minho] I can’t know the depth of this night now
[Key] Little by little, we become closer
In a 1 minute 1 second gap, I’ll make you mine now
[Minho] If I let you know, you’ll get hurt
I can’t be responsible for it
At this rate, you’ll be trapped inside my heart for eternity
[Key] I’m a man who knows even if you don’t say so
Girl, I got you, leave everything to me

[Onew] I know what you want
I can feel that even if you don’t say so
I can see that
[Taemin] I could never feel it
From anyone else
[Key] To the end of this night
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it, get it, get it on
Get it, get it from me, don’t stop
Get it, get it

[Minho] Let’s get it, get it, get on
Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it) Uh!
Let’s get it, get it get get Uh! Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it)

[Key] Let’s get it, get it, get it Uh! Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it)
Let’s get it, get it get get Uh! Let’s get it (Don't stop get it, get it)



Source:
lybio.net
princessoftea.wordpress.com

Panda

00.30
Seriously, i can't sleep -_-

Maka dari itu gue nulis lagi nih -_-

Kali ini gue mau ceritain apa alasan gue pilih Panda sebagai favikon blogger gue. Bisa dilihat kan itu gambarnya panda? Kalau ga keliatan, go buy some magnifying glass! #GAPENTING haha

Alasan pertama karena gue suka drama Korea, dan gambar Panda itu gue crop dari salah satu scene di salah satu drama Korea yang baru-baru ini lagi rajin-rajinnya gue ikutin ceritanya. Dramanya berjudul BIG.
Gue ngikutin tuh drama, dan gue juga seneng baca rekap drama dari Dramabeans yang bahasa Inggrisnya tuh keren banget, gue bisa dapet banyak vocab baru dari dia.. Dan gue juga baca rekap dari Koalas sama ini bahasa Inggrisnya bagus, hitung-hitung gue belajar jadi gue baca sekalian nonton beberapa episode hehe
Ending cerita Big ini sebenernya "disappointing" menurut gue.. Tapi yasudahlah -_-

Alasan kedua karena Panda kan asli dari Cina, nah karena berhubung gue kuliah jurusan Bahasa dan Sastra Cina tentu gue pengen pake simbol binatang khas dari Cina dong.. hehehe.. lagian lucu juga sih Panda.. aaa pengen punya satu!! >,<

Episode 10 nih yang ada "Panda Competition Scene" :

Dan ini  asal foto Panda yang ada di favikon blogger gue:

I wish i can go to China, someday... and meet Panda hahaha

8 years friendship

Happy Friendship Day~

Woah... sebenernya gatau deh Friendship Day ini tiap tanggal 5 Agustus atau gimana, yang jelas tadi sih dapet mention dari Tukang Gosip (i'll tell you about them later) ya katanya Friendship Day.. Jadi udah deh akhirnya gue resmi mengucapkan Happy Friendship Day!!

Ngomong-ngomong tentang friendship, gue jadi inget tentang sahabat gue sejak 8 tahun lalu.. kalau dihitung sih sejak gue kelas 1 SMP... Jujur gue baru sadar kalau ternyata gue sama dia sahabatan udah 8 tahun! DE-LA-PAN TA-HUN! Sebenernya ada sih teman gue yang lebih kenal lama sama gue, cuma kali ini karena membahas tentang sahabat, jadi gue pilih tuh sahabat gue yang gue cintai sebagai tokoh utama di posting ini..

Sebenarnya, apa sih bedanya teman sama sahabat?
Sepertinya secara garis besar kita semua tahu apa perbedaan dari sosok teman dan sahabat..
Menurut gue, kalau sahabat itu orang yang dekat dengan kita dalam masalah psikologis tingkat lanjut, sedangkan teman bisa dibilang hanya sekedar menjadi orang yg kita jumpai dan tidak memiliki ikatan psikologi dan kecocokan yang sama antara satu sama lain dibanding dengan sahabat.
Sahabat identik dengan kalimat "selalu ada di saat suka dan duka" kalau teman identik dengan "lagi senang, ikutan.. sedih? tinggalin!" haha
dan sahabat itu adalah orang yang sudah diberi kepercayaan penuh oleh kita untuk menyimpan hal-hal yang harus disimpan misal rahasia (ya anak muda pasti banyak rahasia, alamiah) dan kita percaya pada mereka sepenuhnya tanpa ada rasa curiga mereka akan membocorkan rahasia kita. Sahabat juga lebih sering menemani saat kondisi sedang sedih, lebih memahami sifat kita dibandingkan teman seperti yang gue sebut sebelumnya, dengan sahabat kita deket secara psikologis tingkat lanjut. Sekian. haha
Ya intinya silahkan kalian simpulkan sendiri. haha

Sekarang gue mau kenalin nih sahabat gue yang paling gue sayang. Namanya Farida, gue kenal dia sejak 1 SMP. Pertama gue kenal dia pas hari pertama MOS.. Saat itu lagi latihan buat upacara pembukaan MOS.. Gue sama dia jadi petugas upacara, gue lupa posisi kita berdua jadi petugas upacara apa persisnya yang jelas gue inget pertama kali kenalan itu lokasinya "di bawah tiang bendera". :')
Ya ampun kita berdua itu mungil lucu imut, ya walau sekarang gue ga mungil lagi *AAAAAKKKK* tapi itu sahabat gue segitu-segitu aja deh tinggi badannya, ga naik-naik #digampar hahahahha XD

Hari-hari berlalu gue mulai sering ngobrol sama dia, tapi di kelas 2 sepertinya kita mulai agak renggang, biasa lah ya bocah-bocah labil, nge-geng apalah dan sempet berantem juga.. Farida itu termasuk anak yang eksis dan supel. Dia punya bakat yang ga mungkin pernah gue punya, bakatnya adalah: dia jago nyanyi. Suaranya bagus banget menurut telinga gue #digamparlagi haha XD tapi yang jelas gue udah lama ga denger dia nyanyi, agak kangen juga sih ini. :')

Nah, musuh-musuhannya udahan, dan sekitar akhir kelas 2 SMP entah 3 SMP ya gue lupa tepatnya kita baikan lagi.. Kita bersama, dan gue sama dia itu punya ikatan unik tentang urusan asmara. Apa ikatan uniknya?
Entah kebetulan atau engga, udah dua kali gue sama dia pacaran sama orang yang sahabatan juga kayak kita. Misal, Farida pacarnya sebut saja Tono, Tono punya sahabat namanya sebut saja Toni, dan Toni ini pacar gue, gitu.. Dan ini kejadian udah dua kali loh.. Kapan ya sekali lagi terjadi? Kan kalau udah 3 kali lumayan dapet gelas(?) #abaikan ._.

Lulus SMP, gue baru tau pas awal-awal kalau ternyata Farida juga keterima masuk ke SMA yang sama kayak gue. Wow otomatis gue bahagia dong ya terharu pokoknya haha..
Karena kita terbiasa naik angkot ke sekolah barengan, akhirnya sering ketemu.. Dan lagi-lagi kelas 1 SMA kita ga terlalu dekat seperti direkat oleh lem.. Namun kemudian pas gue akhirnya dibolehin bawa motor ke sekolah, gue jadi sering berangkat bareng sama Farida, soalnya dia tipe anak yang terlambat, dia bisa dibilang sering ketinggalan rombongan (sama senior-senior yang se-daerah sama kita) yg naik angkot.. Karena berhubung gue berangkat agak siang karena gue bawa motor dan suka ngebut gue suka liat dia lewat rumah, yauda akhirnya kita bareng. Tapi frekuensi berangkat bareng agak berkurang karena dia punya pacar, ya dia kece sih pacarnya banyak haha.. #ampun
Kemudian kelas 3 SMA, nah disini nih persahabatan kita berdua dikukuhkan. Kita berdua jadi deket banget, apa-apa gue ceritain sama dia, ya sejak SMP sih gue udah sering cerita sama dia, semuanya gue ceritain ga ada yang di sembunyiin dari dia, kalaupun ada yang disembunyiin kayaknya dia tau sih haha.. Dia ngerti banget tentang sifat gue, dia udah pelajari sifat-sifat gue sejak dulu kali ya, udah terbiasa haha..
Dan dia suka ngasih saran-saran buat gue juga.. Sejujurnya dia dewasa banget, ga kayak bocah macam gue -_- mungkin karena perasaan gue selalu ngerasa gue anak bungsu di keluarga gue, terus emang tahun kelahiran gue 1994, jadi lebih cepet 1 tahun dibanding temen-temen seangkatan gue lainnya.
Gue selalu bersikap kayak anak kecil, dan dia tau itu. Mungkin dia juga bertanya-tanya kali ya kapan gue dewasa haha
Gue sayang sama dia, sayang banget.. Gue paling ga mau dia nangis atau sedih.. Tapi dia termasuk anak yang keras kepala dan penuh drama dalam percintaannya loh haha..
Pernah dia nangis banget-bangetan gara-gara pacarnya, gue saranin tinggalin dia.. Taunya dia malah balikan lagi, otomatis gue kesel, gue ga terima sahabat gue disakitin terus gue paling gamau dia nangis, titik.
Alhasil dia ga bertahan lama sama orang itu, gue seneng dong pasti.. Dan ternyata sekarang dia punya pacar baru, ya ampun ini anak cepet juga ya dapet penggantinya hahaha..
Gue ga terlalu kenal sama pacarnya yang sekarang,  ketemu aja baru pas Juli kemaren karena dia ikutan semacam Pertandingan Bulutangkis antar universitas dan ternyata tempatnya di kampus gue. Jadi sahabat gue itu minta gue temenin disana, dia setia banget sama pacarnya sekarang. Dia bilang ke gue kalau baru kali ini dia ngerasa "dicintai" maksudnya bener-bener si cowok yang cinta banget sama dia, gak kayak sebelum-sebelumnya.
Mendengar itu gue bahagia. Seriously :)


Ya, sekarang sih gue jarang banget ketemu sama dia dikarenakan kampus kita berbeda dan walau rumah kita bisa dibilang deketan, tapi tetep jarang banget ketemu soalnya dia juga masih ada kegiatan kampus dan gue sibuk dengan kegiatan di rumah yaitu tidur.. haha..

Gue sih berharap semoga gue sama dia bakal jadi sahabat selamanya.. ya walaupun kata lagu sih "nothing lasts forever" ga ada salahnya kan berharap? kekekeke
I love you, my bestfriend.. Happy 8th Anniversary! hahaha berasa perayaan jadian LOL

Anyway, this is our recent photo.. 
Miss you so much, let us meet soon~ ^^

20120713

I'm back!

hello~

wow.. it has been a year since my last post in February 2011..

at first, this blog was made for my high school's assignment in 2010 if i'm not mistaken (i think i'm right! keke)

now i want to re-organize this blog, i suddenly want to start write my daily life or anything i want to share.

two days ago, i had a conversation with my older sister, she told me about her story, her feeling, her thought about her daily life, her work activities and what people think about her. she hates rules, so do i. she cried, and i nearly cried but i hold my tears well..

she told me to be myself, and have to ignore the things that must to be ignored if i really feel annoyed by someone. she wants me to feel motivated by her real thoughts.. so i'm trying. and suddenly i want to make my blog as my reflection and my diary keke..

as expected, i forgot my email and password. T.T
but thanks to my searching skill (or maybe my kepo's skill) keke i finally found both email and password so i finally can log in to this blog.

in my later posts i'll probably use English or Indonesian or maybe both.

i realize my English is not good enough, that's why i want to improve my writing skill and also my English and Indonesian by write my story in this blog.

okay, that's all for my first official diary post.
see you later~

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